We were both amazed when I found out that I was pregnant again right after the early miscarriage in August. My period was late, so I thought I might as well test, knowing that I couldn't be pregnant again so fast. I couldn't quite believe my eyes when I saw the positive tests. Hoping that the lines wouldn't disappear, I kept testing every morning and slowly watched as my lines got stronger and darker. I finally let myself hope and get excited! Maybe this one would be it! I felt good about it! I started looking into the future- we could surprise everyone at Thanksgiving when I made it into the second trimester. I might have a cute little bump for Christmas photos. The baby would be born around the beginning of June, right after school was out for the summer, so John and my mom could both be here all the time. The timing was perfect and we were excited.
|A few of my wonderful positives|
I went home, and a few hours later started to lose the baby, this time just a day shy of 6 weeks. The nurse called shortly after to let me know that my beta level was just a 6. Enough to prove pregnancy, but much, much too low to be viable.
There is really something wrong with my body, and I wish the doctors could figure it out. I really thought this could be it.